Today should have been one of the most exciting days in my life. I officially start school this morning, and I wanted to have a fresh start. But life, as it always appears less than ideal, threw me a set of obstacles that I wasn't sure I knew how to handle. And as positive I was just yesterday, today was a totally different story.
Due to a recent imbalance and upset in my humble abode, I got into an argument with my mom and I totally lost my composure. I absolutely hate it when that other half of me surfaces. I'm 99% chill most of the time, but when someone (or something) pushes me off the ledge, all hell breaks loose. I have a bad temper. Enough said.
Regrettably, this outward action caused me to lose all the excitement that was welling in my soul for the past few weeks. I wish I could have done something different to better the situation, but all is said and all is done. There is no other recourse but to let it go.
I am inexplicably sad tonight. However "human" or "normal" it is to feel that way after a less than perfect situation, I just can't seem to make myself feel any better.
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*hug*
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