weak.

Today's post is the beginning of an attempted 365 (a dedicated post of one photograph a day). I was browsing through my Multiply page and my past blogs and I felt challenged to tackle on a project such as this. I thought that it would be nice to be able to chronicle little mundane details in my life that otherwise would be lost and forgotten, with hopes that one day I will find something to read back into that would educate me about ME.

Above all things, that is what I need the most right now - a little self-education. A little self-education that would somehow lead to self-preservation. A little self-preservation that would somehow lead to self-improvement. A little self-improvement that would ultimately lead me to self understanding and, above all - self realization. I want a shift in my perspective and I want to know exactly how I will get from point A to point B, and so on... It would be most interesting for me to see my dailies unfold from a reader's point of view.

I hereby put myself under my own watch.

December 20th, 2008.

This is me feeling the full fury of winter. I am experiencing a flu that's turning into a head cold and I am not at all happy with the fact that I dodged off all my to-do's for the week apart from having to show up in the kitchen. My space is a mess, my car looks like it went through a mud fest, and there is still snow around the area I live. I noticed that I've grown paler as the December cold bites down deep into my bones. I feel weak... no yoga, no sunshine, no leisurely cooking, no writing / mixing music... in short, I feel dead.

Must stay warm.